Climb to the Heavens, where there's a dream...

count_the_doves @ 2005-01-11T18:53:00

2005-01-12T23:54:13Z

New lj.

allxofourselves

check it out

<3

heh

2004-12-06T22:27:57Z

It's been fun!

but i'm through with LJ. I'll keep it open just for the sake of,,,, keeping it open. lol.

later guys.

btw... dylan.... come down this weekened?

OWOWOWOWOWOWOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-11-29T20:51:14Z

I'm so in love. I'm so in love. I'm so in love.

I'M SOO IN LOVE!LK!!#!!@!!!!!

:-D!!!

<33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

count_the_doves @ 2004-11-13T16:26:00

2004-11-14T00:30:20Z

I'd rather end it all right now. Sever all ties with this... life. just... leave it all behind me. It's not worth anything on nights like these, I wish I could just be over with it.

Hmm

2004-11-08T20:52:45Z

TBS, Atreyu, FFAF, and The varsity were pretty good.

TBS- always good.
Atreyu- First time seen them live, very good. Funny band.
The varsity- HALARIOUS. their lead singer is cool as shit. good music.

FFAF- mother of god. can you ever see them live and they NOT be good? goddamn do i love those guys.

All in all the show was good, i got some good laughs, smelled like shit.

All the basic requirements for a growing teenager.

Fun.

2004-11-01T20:03:59Z

Hip hip hooray you're our saving grace!

Here's to you and your poker face.

Dylan. Call me we need to talk about... screaming?
There's a way I can contribute to the bands singing after all :-)

Right now, I'm taking life one step at a time. Let's see if I can get good at it.

<3franklin

Love.

count_the_doves @ 2004-10-24T00:35:00

2004-10-24T07:36:53Z

Back from Florida, I'm guessing I'm gonna stop posting, on account of I don't really think anyone reads this, or has REASON to I mean... come on guys... it's me.

If you want me to keep posting just tell me, but it gets tiring after a while, and frankie's Motivation-o-meter is at an all time low.

<3

frankie.

count_the_doves @ 2004-10-19T12:03:00

2004-10-19T19:11:44Z

Life.Has.Been.Good.

But.I.Need.To.Get.Some.Stuff.Straight.

Hopefully.Life.Will.Be.More.Than.Good.Later.

<333333333
frankieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

damn right.

count_the_doves @ 2004-10-13T13:43:00

2004-10-13T20:43:31Z

rawr!!!!

It has been a great day!

rawr!!!!

I love my baby more then anything in the world!

rawr!!!!

Call me and let's hang out!

rawr!!!!

<333333

count_the_doves @ 2004-10-10T10:51:00

2004-10-10T17:51:24Z

Homecoming sucked.

Senses Fail rocks.

About it.

Bye

count_the_doves @ 2004-10-05T11:58:00

2004-10-05T18:59:58Z

Yeah umm.. I'm skating again. so... give me a call and we'll have some fun

count_the_doves @ 2004-10-03T18:48:00

2004-10-04T01:50:50Z

STOP IT. STOP PUTTING IDEAS AND FEELINGS INTO MY HEAD. STOP FORCING ME TO THINK WHAT I HAVE WILL BREAK APART.

STOP ENVYING WHAT YOU KNOW I HAVE.

Please stop trying to deteriorate the only perfect part of my life, please.

I'm begging you, I'm begging every single one of you people that i thought were my friends. please stop it. please. i don't know what else to say.

some times you jealous fucks make me miserable, now if you even have a ping of emotion in your lifeless fucking hearts show it now.

stop it, please.

count_the_doves @ 2004-10-01T12:41:00

2004-10-01T19:48:32Z

Friday.

I might hit up the house show at collins hill tonight

1045 Collins Hill Road

Typhoid Mary
Emaline
Dayafterday
Celeste

free. you should be there

Dylan's comin down I might not post for a few days

<3

Umm..

2004-09-28T19:51:19Z

goddamn I love life. the last two days have pretty much wonderful with a mistake here and there, one i made was pretty big, but hopefully fixable.

Aside from that my days have been fucking.. radiating. nothing short of it.

Oh yeah, and i've been in a sarcastic mood lately. watch out.

frankie.

Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.Smile.

count_the_doves @ 2004-09-25T13:00:00

2004-09-25T20:01:52Z

I screw everything up.

count_the_doves @ 2004-09-24T11:48:00

2004-09-24T18:49:02Z

I'm happy for the first time this week.

Her smiles work wonders.

<3frankie.

count_the_doves @ 2004-09-22T15:39:00

2004-09-22T22:43:03Z

Every.single.day.

I work towards the same thing, with the same ambitions.
And in the end it always turns out to be the exact opposite of what I'm striving for.

Would things be different if I just... stopped?

If I let everything I hope for everyday; lose it's breath. Would it come back to give me what I so long for?

Or would it just abandon me like everything else?

-frankie.william.fukuda.

err

2004-09-21T00:14:58Z

johnny depp is hawt<3

adlkjrl34jl234 don't even try to deny it

frankie

count_the_doves @ 2004-09-18T08:58:00

2004-09-18T15:59:12Z

i fell in love with hopesfall.

<3

.hopesfall.

oh god

2004-09-14T22:14:41Z

I couldn't go on without her

ugh

2004-09-13T22:08:15Z

Something as small as a bullet can cause death.
Something as quick as a slap can cause pain.
Something as meaningless as a hug can spawn chaos.

Sorry guys, if my curiosity pisses you off. I'm a curious person. I can never learn too much..

Because you kill me
You know you do you kill me well.

omg

2004-09-11T02:02:35Z

omg...

i love her so much

<3

i'm not.

2004-09-10T00:40:43Z

Kk, let's get one thing clear- I've probrably told you this on AIM or in person or over the phone I don't care.

I AM NOT EMO

I AM NOT HARDCORE

I AM NOT STRAIGHT EDGE

I AM NOT ANY OF YOUR RETARDED LABELING SYSTEMS

Believe it or not. I'm an all around kind of guy. And instead of basing what i am around how:

"In touch with my feelings" I am

"x tuff hardcore bitches x" I am

"i don't do drugs!!" I am

I have created my own type of personality. I base myself around not the music i listen to, but the meaning there is behind them. Not a musician, and not quiet a poet.

I'm a "frankie"

kthx?

and i'm tired of people saying

"wow your profile is so emo!!"

"wow your mom was so goddamn good in bed last night i actually payed an extra 2 dollars for 6 more hours! And that's TWICE as much as the beggining fee!!"

stop bothering me over this. it makes me angry.

omfg you should have seen it

2004-09-09T20:00:14Z

omg have you seen the mosh pits for the anti-flag shows?

they start out like this -

Human #1: throws punch at Human #2

Human #2: throws punch back at Human #1, misses, and hits Human #3

Human #3: throws punch back at Human #2, misses, and hits Human #4

Human #4: throws kick back at Humman #1, misses, and hits Human #2

Human #2: repeats process until all of floor turns into a battle royal.

Frankie: laughs wildly

good times

<3frankie.

rofl.

Love is forever

2004-09-08T22:43:44Z

I wrote a shortish story, I don't know if you guys will like it or not, it's mood isn't exactly happy. I wrote it when I thought I had lost victoria forever. But things changed. It's kinda long, but I'd like for you to read it and tell me what you think...

It's written from 2 points of view the "- - - -" indicates the ending of one of their thoughts/actions.

Why was he holding me like this?
Did he know?
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
I held her in a way that made it seem, seeing the look on her face, that I'd never let her go.
"You're going to leave me aren't you?"
Silence. She didn't answer.
She didn't have to.
She slowly got up, and walked towards the door. Her movements seemed slow, even exaggerated.
The last of her scent drifted away leaving me in an onslaught of memories that brought tears to my eyes.
She stopped with her hand on the door knob. A shred of hope tore at me.
Soft noises. She was crying.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Why is this happening to me?
Why can't I just walk out?
The first drop hit the ground.
I turned without a thought in mind and ran towards him and the comfort of his arms.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
When she first began to move I was already on my feet running towards her.
I caught her in mid stride and held her in my arms, tears running freely from my eyes.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
His tears and mine intertwined in their descended towards the wooden floor, blending as though
they were meant to be.
I kissed him, our last kiss. All the passion I had in me was put into it, and I could tell it was the same with him.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Her lips lifted slowly off of mine. She wouldn't dare stare into my eyes, and all I could do is look at her, face dumbfounded by what was happening.
She turned and ran for the door, tears dropping even as her legs moved.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
I couldn't turn back now, I'd gone too far. I woud have to live with my mistakes or die trying.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Life didn't seem worth anything at that moment, I knew what to do but refused to do it. I couldn't take her back she wouldn't let me. She was too proud to admit she was still in love with me.

But it had all been worth it. I'll look back on this day and know I let her get away. But I'll look back to all we had together. The tears I spilt, the moments we shared. I can't forget. I won't forget.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
It had all been nothing but the dreams of a 14 year old. Hopeless.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Maybe I'll see her one day. Things might be better then.
I walked slowly towards my bed and buried my face into a pillow.
I cried. Minutes turned to hours, and hours turned into a day. I couldn't bare to think of my life. It reminded me of her too much.

Life only happens once.
Never let her go.
Never let love fade.
Hope comes through for all who need it.

It's meaning goes beyond all that it seems, just think it through.

<3frankie.

Pain is only a pulse